e martë, dhjetor 12, 2006
ok..lets face it..enough of the fake smile..enough of trying to feel happy..
this hols has been the worse ever..
its made me sick..literally emotionally..wadeva..
gimme a break!!!
argh..cant a 15 year old boy enjoy his youth without being bugged and pressured every single day of his life??
everyone is not doing anything to help me when i need it most..
all they are doing is heaping more and more stuff on me and i dun tink i can take it much longer..
i mean look at this..
ive got 24 hours in 1 day..tts all ive got..
and wad is everyone expecting me to do in 24 hours?
wow..expecting me to do this..do tt..
and wads left at the end of the day is a very depleted me..
problems problems more problems..
i dun usually make many mistakes but whenever i do i get bombarded with things i dun wanna hear..all sorts of nonsense..
even inanimate objects seem to dislike me and make me pay for past mistakes..
silly rite?
well..yeah..
stuck in utter frustration..
no one really gives a damn abt wad im going thru..
stupid cold hard world..
all they care is abt themselves..using me to reach their goals and wad have u..
im treated like a hero when i work my socks and when i rest they refuse to give up their endless bugging and telling me i need to go on..
im human for gdness sake..
cant a human decide for himself he needs a break?
dont i have a right like everyone else?
enough of commitment..tts a word so wrongly used..
wad is commitment to u ppl anw?
slaving urself to smth not worth slaving urself to?
commitment is brainwashing for gdness sake..
its so disgusting..the way ppl use the word commitment..
the poor word is shamed..
its getting so very more often tt ppl use the word to compliment ppl who mindlessly enlist themselves in non-logical things.
im sick of it..
sick of this world..
sick of all this nonsense..
my loyalty is to God and no one else..and i owe nth to anyone except Him..
sometimes i really wish i had someone other den God to be really close to..
Tzup
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