life is the light in the darkness of death

Your Word is a light unto my path
Your Love guides me through my darkest night
And even though sometimes Your ways
I cannot understand
I'll never walk away because my future's
In Your hands

I don't care what people will say
I'm running after You
I won't turn back and go their way
Coz I'm running after You
Yeah I'm running after You
I'm running after You

I don't care what people will say
I'm running after You
I won't turn back and go their way
Coz I'm running after You
Don't matter what may come my way
I'm running after you
It's You I’m following today
I'm running after You

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e premte, tetor 13, 2006

im sian!!!
post exam periods are screwed up lah..
i'll be bored for like 5 days den training starts and i wish i cld be bored instead..
it shd be like more even split up..
ive played soccer for like wad? 9 hours in 4 days..tts like..omgosh..can break a leg and start being lame again..sry..my poor leggies are aching..
speaking abt my legs..i wonder hu said tt my legs were worth more den david beckham..haha..jerrold yam told me tt someone said tt but seemingly refused to tell me hu it was..
hmm..tts so nice of someone to say lorh..though its like a huge overstatement.
i dun tink im tt gd..honestly..i tink im gd..but not TT gd..
pierson is the only guy in sec 3 hu has bigger calf and thigh muscles den me..
awww..and its fitting he's in oldham too! yeah! we'll win interhouse nx year and erase the agony of the memories this year brought us..

ok..1st i'll tok abt the exams..
u noe abt the 1st part if im not wrong if u read one of my previous posts. well.. i dunno where i stopped..shall just tok abt a math paper 2..
and im so very happy to say tt i owned it..
OWNED..
i actually enjoyed doing the paper lorh..haha..like wth..was damn happy when i finished the paper just on time and every question i noe how to do!!!
yay!
thank God!!
whoohoo..

after tt played soccer for dunno how long..i tink 2 hours plus..
my arms still aching from tt day lorh..carried 2 tables back to class..
yikes..
den watched movie with some of them after tt..
WORLD TRADE CENTRE
its such a touching movie lorh..seriously..
after watching it u'll really start to hate terrorism and all the pain it caused the many families and the entire country..the entire world..
the touching part is their perseverence cos of their love for their family..
and the response everyone had when the disaster happened on september 11 2001.

u see..if the world was a happy place..where everyone was lets say..perfect?
or close to perfect.
well..no wars no nth..
ppl will start to take certain things part of humanity forgranted.

HUMANITY.
its means being human and all the qualities tt go with being human.
september 11, possibly the darkest day in the history of mankind so far (note the words "so far", darker days are ahead whether we like it or not)

but adversity has its payback..
in a gd way..
its a payback..a backlash against all evil..
and it goes like this.. FIGHTING HATE WITH LOVE.

4 words tt will make the world a better place..
the only way i can get over smth bad someone did to me is to do wad the person shd have done or said to someone else..
the world is bad enough the way it is..dun add to the misery k?
LOVE.

the guy hu sacrificed his life in an attempt to save his fren under the rubble was..a hero..he lost his life in the process..
these are the ppl who die early but live in our memories foreva..not those hu save themselves and fade in our memories like they dint even exist..

the hug shared between the wife of one of the guys trapped under the rubble and another mother whose son was in the building at that time also was as touching as 2 lines of at least 500 ppl lining up along the top of the rubble to pass the 2 badly injured men with words of encouragement..
i mean..
its like if 2 ppl..strangers can hug each other and help one another out with words of comfort and encouragement in times of need..
and if its worth the effort of 500 ppl to save the lives of just 2..
y cant we do the same?

show abit of care and concern for someone hu needs it..or even someone hu doesnt..
doesnt matter if they dun rmb u 10 years from den..
its the heart tt matters..
a heart to love..and pick ppl up when they are down..
its a heart tt gives and not receives..
its a heart of a HERO

if u ask me hu in my life is a hero..i dun tink i'll be able to give an accurate answer..well..there have been many ppl hu have really helped me along the way..but i dun tink i noe anyone hu wld drop out of sch just to work for a charitable organisation, or spend his or her entire holiday at an old folk's home caring for the elderly, or donate all his or her savings to someone hu needs it more den he or her does..
or perhaps someone hu goes out of his or her way to make sure everyone is ok and feeling alrite..
just a hug perhaps..an arm around the shoulder, a shoulder to cry on..

tts wad a hero is made of..

and the only person i noe hu is a hero is Jesus..

my Lord and Savior

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